Crushed.

I'm crushed. Despite what he said. Numb. Not believing any word he said. Period. WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD? WHO THE HELL WILL MESSAGE SUCH THINGS TO A MARRIED MAN? WHY WOULD A MARRIED ENTERTAIN SUCH A WOMAN? JUST BECAUSE SHE'S YOUR SUPERIOR??? BULLSHIT. WHATEVER YOU SAID YESTERDAY FELL ON DEAF EARS. I DID NOT BELIEVE ANY FCUKING BULL SHIT THAT CAME OUT FROM YOU MOUTH! AFTER YOU SAID THOSE LOVEY DOVEY STUFFS YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO SAY YOU LOVE ME? I FCUKING HATE YOU! LIKE HOW YOU STILL BEAR GRUDGE FOR ALL THAT I'VE DONE, I'M DOING THE SAME. I DON'T GIVE A FCUKING SHIT IF SHE'S FCUKING GETTING MARRIED. I JUST WANT KARMA TO HIT HER. BITCH.